You know when you remove a child and you just know that the facts are there & they are on detailed notes right in front of you but you don't know how to say why you removed the child? And then the words come to you?  And you can articulate the damage and pain and abuse of a child's soul?  Oh that feels so good to finally have those words and know when the lawyers and Judge look at you that you have the words to describe the horribly convoluted abuse you saw?  This isn't abuse you can take a picture of.  You can't take a picture of a soul and a sad, confused child.